Monday, May 10, 2010
oh my goodness i haven't blogged for so long haha! was prob feeling too excited and also too busy over the weekend la haha (:
anw yayy i'm so happy i got into dentistry yayy i'm gonna be a dentist! :D :D :D so exciting omg i really feel super excited for next time alr omg :D and hee all of you must give me business next time k! (: hehh honestly i'm really surprised cos i thot the manual dexterity test was crap omg esp since i stupidly punctured my own thumb with the pliers and like my blood was all over the plasticine omgggg and i was thinking, omg that is the worst evidence of clumsiness for the assessors haha but whew they didn't seem to mind apparently :D haha and i thot i was screwed for the interview also haha they totally grilled me abt wanting to quit my job for my kids if necessary omg and i totally regretted saying it after that haha but then now i don't regret it la haha i guess honesty is really the best policy hehe xD
so yayy! :D 4 years more and i can be dr thio alr woohoo! :D it sounds pretty cool hehe really ((: and i know the next 4 years are gonna be damn tough and hellish, according to all the seniors, but well i'm a strong girl so i shall persevere to the end yayy i can do it! :D even if i have to freaking memorise the whole textbook on human anatomy (goodness knows why also, when we're only gonna work with the head and neck area in future) or even if i have to spend like one whole day making dentures, stay up late to mug, or stay back late in school to treat patients, i won't give up i won't i won't! ((: i realise the drop out rate from dentistry is quite high but i shan't become a dropout yayy that i shall promise myself (: go go go nicole it's a tough road ahead but you can do it ((: next time when i'm feeling stressed and buay tahan cos of the heavy workload, i must remember to go back to my archives and read this post (: plus, they all say that dental school is hell but the life after graduation is really great omg so yeahhhh don't ever give up nicole! :D must stay till the end so can enjoy life after school ((:
excited yayy omg! :D
and hehe if there's anything i've learnt over the whole course of applying for unis and scholarships these few months, it's that, sometimes life doesn't always go the way you want it to, but things don't work out no matter how much you try to make them work out, then you know it's just not meant for you, end of story (: and then you will end up choosing the most suitable route, which is most likely meant for you anw, so yayy :D so sometimes when things don't work out, i'm not gonna stress/get upset or depressed anymore cos it just shows that it's not meant to be anw haha so yeah (: it's like how i realised that caltech, despite being very pro, doesn't always make a nice combination with every single scholarship and not every single scholarship is really truly meant for nicole either, so in the end, when it all boiled down to engineer vs dentist, well i'm very sure i made the right choice there (:
so yeahh this is where i kiss all of you goodbye haha, caltech, berkeley, imperial, dsta, astar, mfa, smu law, byeee! it was great having you all and i really do feel the pinch of rejecting all these in the end, especially after having fought so hard omg, but i guess i'm not fated to end up as some glamorous diplomat or some highly intellectual engineer/scientist from a branded school after all hehh but it's ok i won't regret it (: neither will i regret giving up the chance to study overseas cos well, there's always still the option of holidays abroad (: so yeahh i've alr made my firm choice; no looking back anymore (: for now.. i'm alr looking forward to making my first denture and treating my first patient, and of course, graduation hehe xD am so excited la srsly omg yayy! :D
anddddd i'm so looking forward to getting my driving license too omgggg i really hope this turns out well ((:
